Sunday, April 27, 2008
this is so strange
church is supposed to be the "ideal "place
to meet people whom u can "fellowship" with
but in recent years
ive come to realise
that ppl are conforming to become
the "ideal" christian
who look happy,speak the politically correct
sentences and look diligent in copying
all the notes for sermon that day .
yet they have no love for people
who are slightly geekier or lian/beng or look below average
everybody wants to be in a "perfect" group
of christians where everyone dresses
up nicely ,are funny and have good manners
so lians ,bengs and geeks get sidelined in church
which is so dissapointing
actually i havent been doing much too
i have this lian girl in my cell
who hasnt been comming to church
u noe im typing this so that ill be convicted to
making sure that this life gets saved
together with her lian friends
who dun quite look uniform with the rest of my sec 1 girls
sometimes u feel like they spoil your picture perfect cell
i think we are just being high and mightily bitchy
i sometimes marvel at how fake ppl can be in church
sometimes i feel like running away
i feel that its better to be in the presence
of people who care
rather than a place where people are self -concious
of only themselves .
people who only care about their needs
but not others .
its so sad that non christians are a better
rolemodels
than some christians
rarrr so sry i have to ramble
fedup !
rainbow;
9:19 AM
